caution:
for those who would be watching this korean drama,
pls skip this blog entry.
this morning i woke up with puffy eyes... very puffy, it's like my
eye LIDS are filled with water. *sigh* there goes all eye masking
efforts. and i look ugly..... you know why? not just are my eyes
puffy,,, your nothing-better-to-do friend -- that's me, trimmed her
eye lashes. @#!! gosh $#@! what was i thinking! i trimmed my
EYE LASHES for goodness sake. it is now very short, and pricky
and when i wash my face, my lashes pricks my face!
you know, i was just being adventurous (spelling?)
my beautician said that for eye lashes to grow even longer, you've
got to trim it a little,,, but i trimmed A LOT. well well.
so ive got puffy eyes and nearly no eye lashes. *can faint*
i thought mascara would work but i was not quite right.
ok back to stairways to heaven. we all know abt the usual
brother-sister forbidden love, the amenesia fate,
plus the usual cancer stricken sob story of the lifetime.
but this one, wow. i cant help but sob my eyes out!
the brother who loves the step sis so much, he got himself
killed in a car accident so that he can donate his eyes (cornea)
to his sis.... so ultimate. it isnt just like that. i hated him
(in the story) before, becos he was unreasonable. he coerced
the girl to be with him eg: he said "bring my poster colours to
the art competition, that will mean you love me. if you dont turn up,
i will never paint again (he was an excellent, talented artist)"
she think think think, and really wish he could persue his talent
(given that he was ill treated by his own mother) hence she delivered
his poster colours to him. that is rubbish. how can you make another
person responsible for your own life/happiness/career?
that's why i didnt like him. but.................. he made such sacrifice.
you may say that in real life, no one makes life sacrifices for his/her
love, but i think there is lor...... sucker right?
so ya. this is the end of my korean vcd days.. i dont want to cry anymore.
Monday, October 18, 2004
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
maksim
i am blasting maksim-- the piano player CD at office.
i love it but my colleagues all laugh.
they said that song -"exodus" is their grand father's favourite.
i say it is classical. honestly i am not a classical music person as i dont know what is what. but i really "zi wo tao jui" into maksim's music. and my other love is celtic.
i think that music is universal and i love those classics with new beat and synthetic mix (overlays of instruments) as well as trance effects. so u see, i am mambo jumbo in music.
music creates mood and effects. for a movie, an ad, a home or an office, a retail shop, a training workshop, blah blah mrt stations, hotel lobbies & lifts. blah blah spas. music completes the theme & feel.
just met a trainer this morning. he used to lecture at a uni and is now doing corporate in-house training as well as short workshops. DISC personality etc etc. behaviourial NLP also.
he is dynamic and a do-er. i like that. we are running his workshops so that all he does is to deliver the lessons. there are more that we are gonna do with him but i shalln't bore you with my work.
last lunch, we were all yaking about how things used to be before. you see there are this 2 temp ppe in our office who is 20yrs old. i am 30 and my other colleagues are 33 ++. so we are OLD ya. anyway-- we were saying how we hated the banana flavoured milk that the sch made us drink every week. the 33 yr-old one had the triangle-packaged milk (tetra pack) and mine was triangle changed to square box packed. the 20yr-olds were shocked to learn that firstly - there were triangle packaged milks and secondly-- how come we were forced to drink while they had to buy. i was shocked when my other colleague (33++) added that during her time, the milk was prepared instantly by the school care-taker,, in a big pail. all lumpy and disgusting they had to drink it. wah hahah. yucks. i hate lumpy milk. terrible.
it is interesting to note how things had evolved and changed over time. for some nostalgic reasons, my colleague bought a dial phone for her home. it brought back memories when she was young, they used those dial phones. then one day her friend was at her house and she needed to call a cab. it says "press 1 for english, 2 for chinese ..." but she couldn't "press 1". ah hahah. there is no # hex keys, no * star keys, you simply cant use a dial phone from 1960 in 2004. blah.
i am shocked to learn abt the cocaine ring in singapore -- real life, real people. and traffickers will be hanged. hanged. ok let it sit in, hang. and these are people whom we do come in contact with, in business or social. so ya, i am shocked. i dont know much abt drugs so i wonder if cocaine is those u sniff up the nasal. those you either do it expertly from the back of your hand or thru a straw? the only glimpse i get of it is on movies. and they show it shadowily . i think some ppe mix cocaine with their food? and consume it. im not sure. the only drug im on is caffine. from my daily morning coffee and sometimes nite coke. i dont do tea, so ya, caffine from coffee mostly. it is also drug becos im sleepy without it.
i love it but my colleagues all laugh.
they said that song -"exodus" is their grand father's favourite.
i say it is classical. honestly i am not a classical music person as i dont know what is what. but i really "zi wo tao jui" into maksim's music. and my other love is celtic.
i think that music is universal and i love those classics with new beat and synthetic mix (overlays of instruments) as well as trance effects. so u see, i am mambo jumbo in music.
music creates mood and effects. for a movie, an ad, a home or an office, a retail shop, a training workshop, blah blah mrt stations, hotel lobbies & lifts. blah blah spas. music completes the theme & feel.
just met a trainer this morning. he used to lecture at a uni and is now doing corporate in-house training as well as short workshops. DISC personality etc etc. behaviourial NLP also.
he is dynamic and a do-er. i like that. we are running his workshops so that all he does is to deliver the lessons. there are more that we are gonna do with him but i shalln't bore you with my work.
last lunch, we were all yaking about how things used to be before. you see there are this 2 temp ppe in our office who is 20yrs old. i am 30 and my other colleagues are 33 ++. so we are OLD ya. anyway-- we were saying how we hated the banana flavoured milk that the sch made us drink every week. the 33 yr-old one had the triangle-packaged milk (tetra pack) and mine was triangle changed to square box packed. the 20yr-olds were shocked to learn that firstly - there were triangle packaged milks and secondly-- how come we were forced to drink while they had to buy. i was shocked when my other colleague (33++) added that during her time, the milk was prepared instantly by the school care-taker,, in a big pail. all lumpy and disgusting they had to drink it. wah hahah. yucks. i hate lumpy milk. terrible.
it is interesting to note how things had evolved and changed over time. for some nostalgic reasons, my colleague bought a dial phone for her home. it brought back memories when she was young, they used those dial phones. then one day her friend was at her house and she needed to call a cab. it says "press 1 for english, 2 for chinese ..." but she couldn't "press 1". ah hahah. there is no # hex keys, no * star keys, you simply cant use a dial phone from 1960 in 2004. blah.
i am shocked to learn abt the cocaine ring in singapore -- real life, real people. and traffickers will be hanged. hanged. ok let it sit in, hang. and these are people whom we do come in contact with, in business or social. so ya, i am shocked. i dont know much abt drugs so i wonder if cocaine is those u sniff up the nasal. those you either do it expertly from the back of your hand or thru a straw? the only glimpse i get of it is on movies. and they show it shadowily . i think some ppe mix cocaine with their food? and consume it. im not sure. the only drug im on is caffine. from my daily morning coffee and sometimes nite coke. i dont do tea, so ya, caffine from coffee mostly. it is also drug becos im sleepy without it.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
police story
i was resistant to catch the "new police story" cos there were a lot of hype from CNA-- channel news asia. CNA was probably the official station kind of arrangement hence there were lots of coverage. and i dont like to be led by propaganda and the sort. but anyway-- i watched the movie lah. very stressful situations.. jackie went into a crackdown operation with his boys and they were all tortured to death and he had to watch them die helplessly. stressful right? one thing i like abt the show was how one simple thoughtfulness can positively effect another's life. like in the movie- nicholse tse's father was singer wu bai (everyone laughed). father and son, left with no money and no food no shelter. father went to seven-eleven it's a store and more, to steal a bun for hungry son. knocked down by on-coming lorry and died. young sons cries, poilce man Jackie said to young son, "boy, nothing is fair in this world. forget the misery and carry your life with strength". blah blah. it helps. at least that's how i wanna believe.
oh btw-- the movie was also probably sponsored by nokia and lego.. why? you ask.. all the phones that had their screen time were all nokia.. the 7610 series and the sort. they even used it to video the baddie driving off in his flashy car. ya. i wanted that cool phone. my fren val has it. she used it to stitch movie clips. very cool! but she says no need to buy it. cos i'll only play with it for like 2 weeks and than it is not cool anymore. well perhaps. the thing is that my company would have bought me that phone had i reached my sales target but i didnt.. so sad. well, i really got to prioritise my spending -- for instance pay that red reminder phone bill first? haha. no it was red reminder utilities bill. they implied that first, i would find that my water pressure would reduce subtly, and if i still dont pay up, i may endanger myself when i have shampoo in my eyes while in shower and there is no water to save me. oh, sonyericsson 500i is fighting heads on with nokia 7610? video cam and all? anyway-- pardon me.
ive had like dark circles around my eyes for eons but of late, i am BOTHERED. late nites,,,,
korean VCDs-- stairways to dunno what,, heaven i think. stairways to heaven sounds right.
k this korean drama.. cry cry cry.. ya. silly but still cry. why? anyway for this drama, the good episodes are the ones where lead actress has amnesia. after regaining memory, the cant-make-up-my-mind part is draggy.. i think the WORST thing that can happen to any lovers is to have your partner NOT REMEMBERING you. u see this love of your lifetime in front of you and he / she doesnt have as much of emotional connection to you as you have for her / him. then how? then how? WORSE than the person is dead right?
i had a dream like that once and i was devastated. he couldnt recognise me and thought that i was a passerby. shockingly scary.
oh btw-- the movie was also probably sponsored by nokia and lego.. why? you ask.. all the phones that had their screen time were all nokia.. the 7610 series and the sort. they even used it to video the baddie driving off in his flashy car. ya. i wanted that cool phone. my fren val has it. she used it to stitch movie clips. very cool! but she says no need to buy it. cos i'll only play with it for like 2 weeks and than it is not cool anymore. well perhaps. the thing is that my company would have bought me that phone had i reached my sales target but i didnt.. so sad. well, i really got to prioritise my spending -- for instance pay that red reminder phone bill first? haha. no it was red reminder utilities bill. they implied that first, i would find that my water pressure would reduce subtly, and if i still dont pay up, i may endanger myself when i have shampoo in my eyes while in shower and there is no water to save me. oh, sonyericsson 500i is fighting heads on with nokia 7610? video cam and all? anyway-- pardon me.
ive had like dark circles around my eyes for eons but of late, i am BOTHERED. late nites,,,,
korean VCDs-- stairways to dunno what,, heaven i think. stairways to heaven sounds right.
k this korean drama.. cry cry cry.. ya. silly but still cry. why? anyway for this drama, the good episodes are the ones where lead actress has amnesia. after regaining memory, the cant-make-up-my-mind part is draggy.. i think the WORST thing that can happen to any lovers is to have your partner NOT REMEMBERING you. u see this love of your lifetime in front of you and he / she doesnt have as much of emotional connection to you as you have for her / him. then how? then how? WORSE than the person is dead right?
i had a dream like that once and i was devastated. he couldnt recognise me and thought that i was a passerby. shockingly scary.
Friday, October 01, 2004
break time
people, im back. big project just over. now got some time to blog.
people im torn... my heart is so sian. love triangle stuff. not me la,
just..... people i know.
they say i dont know. they say that their case is different.
i think im gonna loose some friends. cos i dont agree.
between friends and between principles,,,,,, what do you
choose? if your friends are wrong..... do u condone?
people who are attached or married just shouldn't keep their partner
in the dark. especially so when the other party is your partner's
friend or a common friend. what kind of deal is this. sucks.
also, what others had done to you doesnt mean that you become
"ruleless" too. doesnt mean that you feel bad but you cant help it.
sucks again.
i dont know, dont ask me i am tired of thinking about this.
this is more tiring than work.
im gonna spill the beans. it is just not fair for the other person in the dark.
brace myself... i donno what's gonna happen now.
people im torn... my heart is so sian. love triangle stuff. not me la,
just..... people i know.
they say i dont know. they say that their case is different.
i think im gonna loose some friends. cos i dont agree.
between friends and between principles,,,,,, what do you
choose? if your friends are wrong..... do u condone?
people who are attached or married just shouldn't keep their partner
in the dark. especially so when the other party is your partner's
friend or a common friend. what kind of deal is this. sucks.
also, what others had done to you doesnt mean that you become
"ruleless" too. doesnt mean that you feel bad but you cant help it.
sucks again.
i dont know, dont ask me i am tired of thinking about this.
this is more tiring than work.
im gonna spill the beans. it is just not fair for the other person in the dark.
brace myself... i donno what's gonna happen now.
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